WHY?

There are two books in the Bible I struggle to read. One is the Song of Solomon, which I have only read a few times and never quite connected with. The other is the book of Job, and that one troubles me deeply. Job does not trouble me because it lacks faith, but because it confronts the question we all face sooner or later: why.
Job says, “What I feared has come upon me.” Then everything is taken from him—his wealth, his health, and his children. The loss is sudden and complete. The question rises immediately and refuses to go away. Why would God allow this to happen to a righteous man? Why would God allow Satan to touch his life at all?
That question does not stay confined to Scripture. It follows us into real life and real conversations. I play golf with a man who does not believe in God. One day he asked me, “What kind of God would allow my daughter to suffer like this?” His daughter has lived with multiple sclerosis her entire life. He was not asking to debate belief. He was asking because he was carrying pain.
I think of a young couple with two small children whose mother becomes sick with cancer and dies. I think of another young mother whose body is failing her while she tries to raise her children. I think of a couple I have known for years who finally reach a good season of life, only for the husband to be diagnosed with cancer. Each situation raises the same quiet, aching question: why.
Then the question turns inward. Why not me? Why have I been spared these things so far? Is it mercy, timing, or simply that my chapter has not yet reached that page? These are not abstract thoughts. They are the questions that surface in hospital rooms, at funerals, and in the quiet moments when no one else is listening.
The book of Job does not answer the question the way we expect. When God finally speaks, He does not explain the reason for Job’s suffering. He does not describe the conversation with Satan. He does not justify every loss. Instead, God reveals who He is. He points to creation, to the seas, the stars, and the foundations of the earth. God shows Job that He is present, powerful, and wise in ways far beyond human understanding.
What Job comes to see is that God was never absent and never careless. His suffering was not a sign that he had been abandoned. Job responds with humility and trust. He does not lose sight of who God is, even though some of his questions remain unanswered.
Then God restores Job. He gives him back twice what he had lost. Job receives renewed health, double his former wealth, more children, and many more years of life. The blessing does not erase the pain of what was lost, but it shows that suffering was not the end of the story. Endurance mattered. Faithfulness mattered.
Job’s greatest blessing was not what he received, but what he gained. Job says, “My ears had heard of You, but now my eyes have seen You.” Through suffering, Job came to know God more deeply. His faith was not destroyed by pain. It was strengthened.
Paul helps us understand this when he writes that our troubles are light and momentary compared to the eternal glory they are producing. That does not mean suffering feels small. It means suffering is not final. The question of “why” belongs to this life, but the answer is held in eternity.
We are not temporary beings. We are eternal beings living through a temporary chapter. When this truth is remembered, suffering does not disappear, but hope returns. Pain still hurts, but it no longer has the final word.
For those living in the “why” right now, the story of Job offers a steady and living hope. God sees you, even when heaven feels quiet. He has not forgotten your name, your prayers, or a single tear you have shed. Your suffering is not wasted, and it is not the final word. Every chapter of your life is being held by the same faithful hands that shaped the beginning and will write the ending. One day, God will open the story of your life and reveal how grace was at work even in the darkest pages. What feels broken now will be made whole. What feels confusing now will be understood. The question of “why” will give way to peace, and the final chapter will not speak of loss, but of restoration, joy, and life without end.
“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
— Revelation 21:4

When a Nation Loses Its Soul

History keeps exposing the same mistake. Nations do not fall because they lack resources or intelligence. They fall because they lose their priorities. Again and again, a nation pours its strength into what fades and neglects what lasts.
Scripture names the problem plainly: “What is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal” (2 Corinthians 4:18). When a nation lives for what can be measured, consumed, and displayed, it slowly loses its center. Comfort becomes the goal. Power becomes the measure. What is eternal is pushed aside for what feels urgent.
America is not drifting quietly. It is coming apart in plain sight. Wealth grows while debt crushes the future. Technology surges while attention breaks down. Freedom grows louder as self-control grows weaker. Laws are written in moments of anger, fear, or outrage, then rewritten when emotions change. Court rulings are weighed by how they feel, not by whether they are right. Policy follows crowds instead of principles. Rights are demanded, responsibility is avoided. Truth bends to the moment. Morality is traded for approval. The foundations that once held the nation steady are now rejected because they require restraint in an age that worships expression.
This raises a sobering question. If our forefathers could see America today, what would they think? Would they recognize the nation they helped build, or would they see a country drifting from the principles that once restrained it? Would they believe that laws are now shaped more by emotion than by reason, more by outrage than by wisdom?
They wrote laws to restrain impulse, not to be driven by it. They understood that emotions change, but truth must not. They feared what would happen when feeling replaced reason and desire outweighed discipline. Looking at today’s headlines, would they say their warnings were ignored?
History has seen this before. Powerful nations always believe they are the exception. Rome believed it. Greece believed it. Every empire that traded virtue for pleasure, discipline for indulgence, and truth for convenience believed it would endure. They did not collapse overnight. They decayed slowly, from the inside out. By the time the danger was obvious, the foundation was already gone.
This is the lesson history never changes. Wealth cannot replace character. Power cannot replace purpose. Comfort cannot replace truth. A nation that invests everything in what is temporary while neglecting what is eternal will weaken, no matter how advanced it becomes.
As George Bernard Shaw observed, “We learn from history that people never learn from history.” Each generation believes it will be different. Each generation assumes the warnings do not apply to them.
That leads to a hard conclusion history refuses to soften: insanity is living for what is dying while neglecting what must endure. America is not immune to this truth. No nation ever has been.
Yet this can be corrected—but not by human strength alone. What is broken cannot be healed by the same hands that broke it. Renewal requires the help of the One who created all things, and it requires submission to His rule. Scripture is clear: “Unless the Lord builds the house, the builders labor in vain” (Psalm 127:1). History confirms it. When a nation aligns itself under God’s truth, decay is restrained and clarity returns. When His rule is rejected, disorder follows. The real question is not whether God will rule, but whether we will align ourselves with Him before the cost becomes irreversible.
History does not argue. It records outcomes.

When Influence Is Given a Place

Jude 1:11 (NLT)
“They deceived people for money.”
The future of the Church is not in doubt. Christ promised that the gates of hell would not overcome it. What is always in question is the faithfulness of the people inside it. Scripture shows that God’s work is rarely undone by open attack. It is weakened when influence is allowed where it does not belong.
Evil never arrives loudly. It comes quietly. Not by force, but by permission. It enters when watchfulness fades and discernment gives way to convenience. What should be guarded is left unattended. What should be tested is accepted.
Nehemiah shows us how this happens. While he was away, the man who opposed the rebuilding of Jerusalem was given a place inside the temple. Tobiah was not forced in. He was welcomed. A room meant for worship was cleared so his influence could settle in, and something holy was displaced.
This is how compromise begins. Rarely through open rebellion, but through tolerance. What once stood outside is invited in. What once raised concern is explained away. The people were not ignorant. They knew Tobiah’s history. What failed was resolve. When vigilance leaves, influence takes its seat. As Charles Spurgeon warned, “Truth is usually the first casualty when compromise becomes a virtue.”
Jude warns that this danger follows God’s people through every age. They deceived people for money. Truth is bent for gain. Influence is traded for approval. What begins as compromise slowly reshapes the heart, until deception no longer feels dangerous. It feels normal.
The same pattern appears in the church today. Influence does not arrive unannounced. It is invited. The church is called to welcome people, but welcoming people is not the same as giving them a voice. There is a difference between coming to be changed and being allowed to shape what others believe. When popularity becomes the goal, faithfulness is quietly pushed aside. As A. W. Tozer said, “A church that is content to be popular will never be prophetic.”
The danger is not collapse, but comfort. Truth is still spoken, but less obeyed. Worship continues, but reverence thins. Structure remains, but spiritual authority weakens. The church keeps its form, while its power slowly drains away.
The church does not regain power by becoming louder, trendier, or more accepted. Power returns through repentance, obedience, and the removal of compromise. Nehemiah did not restore Jerusalem with better ideas, but with decisive action. He cleansed the temple. He restored order. He called the people back to obedience. When purity returned, power followed.
The Church will endure. Christ has secured that. But the strength of the church in any generation depends on the faithfulness of its people. When compromise is removed, truth regains its place. When truth is restored, power follows. This is how the church regains the influence God always intended.

Always Learning, Never Arriving

“Always learning but never able to come to a knowledge of the truth.” Paul’s words in 2 Timothy 3:7 read like a description of our time. We live in an age of speed and noise. People move constantly from screen to screen, opinion to opinion, crisis to crisis. Minds are busy, but hearts are unsettled. Long before this moment, Daniel wrote that a time would come when “many will rush here and there, and knowledge will increase.” Knowledge has increased exactly as foretold. What has not increased is wisdom. We know more than ever, yet seem less certain about how to live.
As knowledge increases, some people choose to turn away from it. They sense that truth is heavy and demanding. Truth exposes motives, disturbs comfort, and requires change. For them, ignorance feels safer than accountability because it allows life to continue without challenge. In society, this appears when emotion replaces reason. In America, it shows up when feelings are treated as facts. In the church, it is seen when clear teaching is rejected because it confronts lifestyle or belief. Without truth to anchor them, these people drift easily, pulled by voices that offer comfort instead of clarity.
Others pursue knowledge with energy, but stop short of wisdom. They read, listen, debate, and analyze, yet knowledge becomes something to display rather than something to live. It sharpens arguments but does not steady lives. This fills culture with confident opinions and fragile foundations. America becomes informed yet deeply divided. The church becomes educated yet unchanged. Knowledge alone can explain the world, but it cannot guide it.
A smaller group understands what knowledge is meant for. They allow truth to shape their decisions, their character, and their direction. This is wisdom. Wisdom applies knowledge with restraint and discernment. It asks not only what can be done, but what should be done. Wisdom orders life around truth and produces stability in the midst of confusion. These are the people others seek when everything is falling apart, because wisdom brings clarity, calm, and direction when chaos rises.
Without true wisdom, America fragments because knowledge is no longer governed by truth, and the church grows silent because learning has replaced obedience. Knowledge will continue to increase, just as Scripture foretold, but understanding of what to do with it will continue to disappear. Abraham Lincoln warned, “The philosophy of the schoolroom in one generation will be the philosophy of government in the next.” Knowledge was never the destination. Truth is the goal, and wisdom is the only path that leads there.

Does America Still Have a Heart?

America has an oversized head in Washington and a loud, morally broken culture that entertains us. They speak the most, demand the most attention, and control the narrative, yet they do not represent the heart of America. The real question is not whether America has a heart, but where that heart lives.
The heart of America lives in the people who are tired of a bloated, out-of-touch government and an entertainment culture built on hypocrisy and moral decay. Both ends talk loudly, demand much, and accept little responsibility, while refusing to admit what is slowly destroying this country.
The heart of America is made up of God-fearing, hard-working, tax-paying families. These are independent people—builders, workers, small business owners, entrepreneurs, and legal immigrants—who believe in personal responsibility, integrity, and freedom. They produce, they contribute, and they carry the real weight of the nation. What is disappearing in Washington and Hollywood still lives strong in the heart of America.
That heart is beating fast today, with righteous anger and clear resolve. United by common sense, Americans voted for Donald Trump because they wanted leadership that would defend the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, and the Declaration of Independence, foundations that have been under steady attack from both ends of America.
“Our Constitution was made only for a moral and religious people. It is wholly inadequate to the government of any other.”
— John Adams
Without the heart of America, neither Washington nor Hollywood can survive. Power and influence mean nothing without the people who build, pay, serve, and sacrifice.
Whether people like it or not, God has always been the source of America’s strength. The God of our Founding Fathers is the same God worshiped by those who make up the heart of this nation today. Without a strong and moral heart, America will become just another dark, depleted country ruled by self-interest and corruption.
The future of America will not be decided in Washington or on a screen. It will be decided by the strength, courage, and faith of its heart. If the heart stands, America lives. If the heart fails, America falls. The choice is not complicated, but it is urgent. Guard the heart. Strengthen the heart. Hold leaders accountable. Pray without ceasing. America’s survival depends on it.

Isaiah 5:20–24 Warning over America

Isaiah warned of a people who would call evil good and good evil, turn light into darkness and darkness into light, excuse the guilty, punish the innocent, and reject the law of the Lord. He said sorrow would follow—not as a threat, but as the natural result of living against truth.
That warning now hangs over America.
The liberal left, expressed through woke ideology, does not simply argue with biblical truth—it seeks to replace it. Truth is treated as flexible. Morality becomes personal. Feelings outrank facts. God’s order is pushed aside and labeled harmful or outdated. The belief is simple: if enough people accept the lie, the lie becomes the new truth.
They also understand something important: truth is carried by people. The vessel is not an institution or a tradition. The vessel is a person. So the attack is personal. They search the past, expose failure, magnify weakness, and say to anyone who speaks truth, “How can you say this? Look at your life.” The goal is not correction—it is silence. If the messenger can be discredited, the message can be dismissed.
And they are right about one thing. We are damaged. Our failures and sins can make the truth harder to hear. A broken life can weaken how a message is received. That damage is real. But it does not change the truth.
As George Orwell warned, “In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”
Truth does not depend on the perfection of the messenger. Even when the vessel is cracked, the truth it carries remains whole. God’s Word stands on its own authority, not on the credibility of fallen people.
When a society believes a lie instead of the truth, the cost is severe. Right and wrong blur until justice loses meaning. Accountability fades, and power grows unchecked. Identity fractures, leaving confusion where purpose once stood. Families weaken as responsibility and truth are redefined. Freedom shrinks, because lies must be enforced to survive. What remains is sorrow—slow, deep, and generational.
A society that lives by truth looks different. Truth brings clarity. Justice protects the innocent. Accountability builds trust. Identity is rooted in something stable and enduring. Families grow stronger. Freedom expands, because truth does not need force to stand. Hope remains, because life aligns with the way God designed it to work.
So the challenge is simple: STAND. Stand without reshaping truth to gain approval. Stand knowing you are imperfect. Stand without fear or retreat. Scripture never called believers to be flawless—it called them to be faithful.
Isaiah’s warning still stands. When truth is rejected, sorrow follows. Not because truth failed—but because it was abandoned.

United States of America

The first word matters most—United. It comes first because everything else depends on it. America was never built on perfect agreement, but on a shared decision to remain one people even while disagreeing. Unity was the foundation. Without it, nothing else stands.
America is dividing, not because we disagree, but because we have forgotten how to work through disagreement without turning on one another. When people stop seeing each other as part of the same house, every difference becomes a threat. Every argument becomes a fight. Unity does not shatter all at once—it cracks slowly.
Jesus warned that a house divided against itself cannot stand. Houses do not collapse overnight. Trust erodes. Listening stops. Restraint disappears. Eventually, the structure can no longer carry its own weight. That is how nations fall—not suddenly, but steadily.
Our forefathers understood this danger.
They argued fiercely. Alexander Hamilton and Thomas Jefferson clashed over power and authority. Large states and small states nearly tore the Constitutional Convention apart. Voices were raised. Tempers flared. Yet they stayed. They refused to leave the room. They worked through the issues instead of walking away from them.
Benjamin Franklin saw how close they were to failure and spoke plainly:
“We must, indeed, all hang together or, most assuredly, we shall all hang separately.”
Unity was not idealism. It was survival.
That truth still holds.
Today, a loud minority appears powerful because division gives them a stage. Anger spreads faster than wisdom. Outrage is rewarded. Fear keeps people reacting instead of thinking. But their influence only exists when the majority is divided.
When Americans stand united—calm, grounded, and unwilling to be manipulated—the loud minority loses its power. Division is their fuel. Unity takes away their oxygen.
Unity does not mean ignoring problems. It means facing them together.
We must first seek what we agree on. Most Americans agree on more than they admit—safety, fairness, opportunity, dignity, and freedom. From that shared ground, we must work through what we do not agree on, patiently and honestly, instead of turning disagreement into warfare.
If working through our problems means changing laws, then we must be willing to change laws. If it means ending lifetime membership in Congress so power does not harden and disconnect from the people, then we must be willing to do that. If it means demanding media that reports facts instead of pushing agendas, then we must insist on it. If it means choosing to see the good in people instead of assuming the worst, then that choice must begin with us.
This is how unity is rebuilt—not through demands, but through responsibility.
A united people does not shout louder. It listens longer. It does not erase disagreement. It works through it. When Americans refuse to be pulled apart, the extremes fade, the middle regains its voice, and the nation steadies itself.
If America remains divided, the future is clear. Trust will continue to collapse. Freedom will shrink as fear demands control. The nation will weaken at home and lose credibility in the world.
But if America chooses unity, the future looks different. Stability returns. Strength replaces outrage. Extremes lose influence. The world sees a nation capable of governing itself without tearing itself apart.
So what is the goal for America?
It is not perfection. It is not total agreement. It is responsibility—freedom guided by conscience, restrained by law, and protected by unity.
A divided house falls because everyone pulls in different directions.
A united house stands because its people choose restraint over reaction and commitment over control.
The power of the word United is not found in silence or sameness. It is found in a people willing to seek common ground, work through hard differences, and hold the house together.
That choice is before us now.

What Lies on the Other Side

A while back, a good friend of mine died from cancer. A few days before his death, I visited him in the hospital, where he shared a dream with me—one that has stayed with me and continues to shape how I understand fear and faith.
In his dream, he saw Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane, praying. Jesus was there because He knew what was coming. He knew betrayal was near. He knew soldiers would soon seize Him, bind Him, mock Him, and strike Him. He knew the whips, the crown of thorns, the nails, and the cross all awaited Him. As a man, He felt the full weight of that knowledge. His body recoiled at the pain He knew He would endure. His heart carried the sorrow of being abandoned by those He loved. His soul bore the burden of taking on the sin of others. The garden was where His humanity fully faced the cost of obedience.
As Jesus prayed, He stopped, looked at my friend, and said, “Would you join Me in prayer?” My friend, sensing the holiness and gravity of the moment, replied, “I am not holy enough to be in this place with You.” Jesus did not argue with him. Instead, He asked a question that went beyond healing and into the heart of faith: “What if I do not heal you?”
That question revealed what the garden was really about. Jesus was not praying to escape suffering; He was preparing His heart to endure it. In the garden, His flesh felt fear and dread, but His spirit chose surrender. He was able to bear what was coming because He knew what lay beyond it. He knew that on the other side of the pain was redemption—freedom for the lost, forgiveness for sinners, and life for many. The suffering was real, but it was not meaningless. Love, not force, carried Him forward.
In the dream, my friend chose to step into the garden. He did not step in with certainty or strength, but with trust. Faith was no longer defined by healing or outcomes. Faith meant choosing to remain with Jesus, even when the cost was unknown.
As I reflect on that dream, I realize how much I am still learning. I have often believed, without admitting it, that faith should protect me from the hardest valleys. But Jesus did not avoid the valley. He entered it fully aware of what awaited Him, because He could see beyond it. Prayer did not remove the suffering; it anchored Him to the purpose on the other side of it.
Fear enters my life in much the same way—through the pull of the flesh toward comfort, control, and escape. Like Jesus, I want the pain to pass. But the garden teaches me that fear loosens its grip when I lift my eyes beyond the moment. When suffering is seen only for what it costs, it overwhelms us. When it is seen in light of what God is accomplishing, it can be endured.
“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me.”
Jesus left the garden knowing His body would be broken, yet His spirit was settled. He rose to meet the soldiers because He knew the cross was not the end of the story. He could bear the pain because He knew what waited on the other side—resurrection, restoration, and redemption accomplished.
I am learning that when fear rises, I must go to my garden and pray—to surrender even when understanding has not yet come. I am learning that what I fear is not settled by escape, but in prayer, where my flesh slowly yields to trust in the One who holds all of my tomorrows.

When Belief Becomes Life

Many people know about Jesus. They have heard His name, listened to sermons, and learned stories from the Bible. They may believe He lived, taught, and died on the cross. They may even agree that everything they hear about Him is true. But knowing about Jesus is not the same as knowing Him. Knowing about Jesus is knowledge. Knowing Jesus is relationship.
I was reminded of this during a conversation with Carol as we talked about what salvation really means. We talked about how often people confuse knowledge with relationship. It helped to think about how God created us. We are made of body, soul, and spirit. The body is physical. The soul is the mind, where we think and reason. Many people believe in Jesus at this level. They say they believe because it makes sense. Their mind accepts the truth about Jesus, but belief that stays in the mind is still only knowledge.
At some point, a deeper realization must happen. A person comes to understand that knowing facts about Jesus is not enough, and that eternity with Him does not come through knowledge, effort, or good behavior. It comes only through salvation.
Salvation is when I ask the Holy Spirit into my life. It is the moment I stop standing outside and invite God to live within me. It is not just agreeing that Jesus is real. It is trusting Him, asking for forgiveness, and surrendering control of my life to Him. This is what Romans chapter ten describes when it says we are saved by believing in our heart and confessing Jesus as Lord. Salvation is not a thought. It is a response.
This is the moment a relationship with Jesus begins. At salvation, Jesus is no longer someone I know about. He becomes someone I know personally. Faith moves from the mind into the spirit. Knowledge becomes relationship.
From that moment forward, the relationship grows. Prayer becomes conversation. Scripture becomes personal. Life begins to change from the inside out, not because of rules, but because Jesus is now living within me.
A relationship with Jesus cannot be borrowed or learned secondhand. It begins with salvation and continues through daily walking with Him. Knowing about Jesus is information. Asking the Holy Spirit into my life is relationship.
In the end, the difference is simple. Before salvation, Jesus is someone I know about. After salvation, He is someone I live with. That is when belief becomes life—now and for eternity.

Respect

I had a conversation with a young woman I have known her entire life. Her view of what is happening in America is very different from mine. I did not enter the conversation trying to make a statement or provoke a reaction. I was simply talking, believing that two people could disagree and still treat each other with dignity. I shared my views honestly and calmly. When the conversation ended, something unexpected happened. Because she did not like what I said, she withdrew what she called “respect.” That moment stopped me, not because we disagreed, but because of what her response revealed about how respect is being redefined in our culture.
That exchange brought clarity. If respect disappears the moment someone challenges your beliefs, then it was never respect at all. It was approval, given only as long as there was agreement. True respect does not require agreement. It requires restraint. It means allowing another person to speak without punishment. As Voltaire is often credited with saying, “I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.” That understanding once stood at the center of honest conversation in a free society.
Respect cannot be earned through conformity, because if it could, every person we meet would become a standard we must meet. One set of expectations would cancel out another, forcing us to change who we are just to be treated with basic dignity. That is not respect. That is control. Respect, properly understood, is given because a person is human, not because their opinions are acceptable. When respect becomes conditional, honesty becomes dangerous and truth becomes something to hide.
Scripture draws this line clearly. In Acts chapter fifteen, Paul and Barnabas had such a sharp disagreement over John Mark that they separated and went different ways. The Bible uses the word paroxysmos to describe their conflict, meaning a strong or intense disagreement. Yet Scripture does not suggest they sinned by disagreeing or lost respect for one another. That same word, paroxysmos, appears again in Hebrews chapter ten, where believers are instructed to stir one another toward love and good works. The same word used for conflict is also used for sharpening. Disagreement, when guided by truth and restraint, is not destructive. It is refining.
Trust, however, is different. Trust must be earned through consistency and character over time. Someone may decide they do not trust me because they disagree with my views, and that is their right. But withdrawing respect because of disagreement is not moral clarity. It is an attempt to silence. When people say, “I no longer respect you,” what they often mean is, “You no longer affirm me.” At that point, conversation ends and division takes its place.
A society that confuses respect with agreement will eventually demand silence instead of dialogue and conformity instead of character. Scripture and history both remind us that truth is often sharpened through tension, not erased by it. Respect is given. Trust is earned. Disagreement, when handled rightly, is not a threat to truth, but one of the ways God uses it to refine us.