Listening to the old-favored hymn, TURN YOUR EYES UPON JESUS with lyrics: “Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”

I began to ask the Holy Spirit these questions: How do I turn my ‘eyes’ upon Jesus? Jesus in body form is not here; He died and went back to heaven!

How do I look full in His wonderful face? I see the drawn and painted pictures by people of what they thought Jesus looked like when He walked the earth. But they are all different. So how do I SEE His face? I see His face in how His chosen earthly witnesses wrote about Him – after being with Him, working with Him, walking with Him. Yet one day we will fully see Him face to face, hopefully as our Redeemer of Grace who has saved us from God’s coming wrath and damning verdict of total separation from God and His glorious Kingdom.

The things of earth, what are they? All that is physical in nature/seen/experienced by our senses, human relationships, substance/matter, success, means of income, worldly activity/invention/threat/chaos.

Growing dim? How? By comparison; but to what? Comparing and judging all things by the LIGHT of God’s Word, with all His Promises for the future of those who love Him. Understanding His purpose for my life and the way He designed me.

“Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end.” Ecclesiastes 3:11

Why should the things of earth grow dim? Aren’t those things of earth important to have and be concerned about?  Didn’t God create things of the earth for us to enjoy and use and to sustain our physical life with? Yes! But have we come to worship created things over our Creator?

Grow Dim: Those things in life on earth, little by little, should no longer ‘get to me’ in a ‘ruining’ way of who I am in Christ Jesus when compared to who God says I am in Christ Jesus, and what I have with Him by faith in His Son.  “Now we see but a DIM reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.”  1 Corinthians 13:12 

His Light: God’s written Word to us for the gospel’s rejuvenation; for hope, contentment, godliness and His peace that surpasses all my understanding of those things that pertain to the world and are of the earth.

“This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.” John 3:19-21

His Glory: God IS love and truth! God is all knowing, all seeing, all powerful, all present; in full control of His plan to redeem us through faith in Christ, the Savior of the world, and for eternal life with our Father God. His glory includes His final judgment and restoration of all created things – so that the prayer and prophecy of His Son will be fulfilled: “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done – on earth – as it is in Heaven….” Matthew 6:9-10  

His Grace: “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” Romans 3:23

Grace has been defined as: God giving us what we do NOT deserve. As Adam’s children physically born into the world, we come with a strong sin nature because of Adam’s rebellion to God’s command to him in the Garden. God put this curse on all people born physically, but when we come to faith in Christ that ‘curse’ is lifted and we are no longer condemned to hell.

John 3:16-18 “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.”

This old hymn now has a new meaning to me: “Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”

OH WHAT A SAVIOR I HAVE! WHAT GLORY DIVINE! I LONG TO SEE HIM FACE TO FACE AND TO KISS THE HAND THAT REACHED BACK TO ME!   

QUESTIONS about the Word of God:

How do I see the Word of God? Do I see the Word of God as a history book only? Do I believe the Holy Bible is the “Word of God?”

Do I believe the Word of God is not inspired by God but rather a book to be judged by me? Do I believe I can ‘judge’ the teachings in the Bible as to true or false, right or wrong; that I have the ‘right’ or ‘freedom’ to stand in judgment over it? Do I treat the Holy Bible as a book written by men on their own? Do I believe the Holy Bible is the perfectly ‘written’ Word of God to all people throughout all generations?

Do I divide the Word of God believing the Old Testament has no importance or weight for today, so that I don’t need to read it; that it’s only the New Testament that is relevant? Do I read the book of Revelation as prophecy I need to know? Do I ‘subtract’ (cancel) parts of the Bible that scare me or make me feel guilty?

Do I have the ‘indwelling’ One who is the Author of the written Word of God? Do I want to understand truth from within the Word of God? Do I want to apply God’s truth to my life? Do I ‘personally’ know the One whom the Word of God was written about? Do I understand that without the Old Testament I can’t know the whole character of God? Do I only want to know what God wants to do for me? Do I want to know what God requires of me?

Do I believe I come to ‘know’ the answers to my questions about life by reading and studying the Word of God? Do I believe there are questions about eternity that the Bible does not answer? Do you believe you can please God without surrender to His Son and the reason He was crucified? Do you believe the biblical account and record about Jesus Christ? Do I believe that the more I study the Word of God the more I understand the life that is truly life, and that I am to live it with the blessed help of the Holy Spirit in me?

Do I go to the Word of God with a question in mind and search for verses or passages that seem to answer my question? Do I go to the Word of God to simply read and wait on the Holy Spirit to speak to me in some way? Do I study the Word of God with a topic in mind and gather passages or verses that seem to relate? Do I gain hope and confidence by reading the Holy Bible?

Do I use the Word of God to lay guilt on people? Do I use a passage of Scripture to judge someone’s way of life? Do I use the Word of God to judge myself? Do I depend on ‘other’ spiritual books to enlighten me, or tell me how to interpret Scripture? Do I expect the Word of God to convict and encourage me?

Do I use the Word of God to support my own agenda? Do I see God’s agenda as I read His Word?

Would I die at the hands of ‘God and Bible haters’ for refusing to deny the Word of God? Will I keep silent out of fear of being persecuted for sharing the hope of Christ within me?

God’s command to me: Stick to what you DO understand by the revelation of God’s Holy Spirit in you as you read My Word and you live it out. This is all I will judge you on.

What the Spirit teaches me, no one can take from me. The testimony I have of Jesus Christ ‘personally,’ no one can debate or argue.

Apostle Paul told Timothy: “Command certain people not to teach false doctrines, nor to devote themselves to myths and endless genealogies. Such things promote controversial speculations rather than advancing God’s work – which is by faith. The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have departed from these and have turned to meaningless talk. They want to be teachers [of the law], but they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm.” 1 Timothy 1:3-7

What is a myth?

A traditional story, especially one concerning the early history of a people or explaining some natural or social phenomenon, and typically involving supernatural beings or events; a synonym for a despised religious dogma, or a religion in which anyone no longer believes.

“Have nothing to do with godless myths…rather, train yourself to be godly…godliness has value for ALL things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come….Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in the them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.” 1 Timothy 4:8,16

What is a genealogy?

The study of family history, tracing of lines of descent or development; discovering of ancestors.

Why does Paul use the adjective “endless” with genealogies? Have you ever gone in search of your ancestry? How far back did you go? Noah? Adam and Eve? What did you learn about your ancestors? Learning about them will take so much of your time and strength and money. Then what has it really been good for? That’s why Paul called it ENDLESS.   

Although interesting to know, both myth and genealogy have nothing to do with the life we should come to live ‘in Christ’ by the Spirit and the Word. The forgiveness and healing of Jesus Christ sets us free from the past. He is our present and future glory.

I know people who would rather live in the past with their memories. I believe it has to do with them not knowing Jesus Christ personally. They have not known what He promises those who believe in Him. Therefore, all they have is the past to bask in and the present to grieve over and resent, or maybe work at trying to be happy with. No wonder God has chosen and called believers to Christ’s ministry that frees us from guilt, grief over the past, resentment and bitterness, and fear about tomorrow and the future, and over the thought of dying and God’s judgment.

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the NEW CREATION has come: The old has gone, the new is here!” 2 Corinthians 5:17

“Christ has anointed us, set His seal of ownership on us, and put His Spirit in our hearts as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come.” 2 Corinthians 1:21

There are many kinds of teachers, but to be a teacher of the things that truly matter in life and for godliness and contentment in any circumstance of life, is of God and not of trained men who believe they have the truth in themselves.   

Teachers who try to explain things that are far too wonderful for us to truly understand about God, are false teachers, no matter how much we study the Bible and other books from men who study the Bible. They are “false” because their teaching comes from men, fallen angels, or from the Old Covenant of God’s Law that Jesus in Himself fulfilled. True teachers (on life and God) teach from the revelation of the Holy Spirit of God’s Word.

Jesus taught His disciples about the Holy Spirit/Advocate: “When the Advocate comes, whom I will send to you from the Father – the Spirit of truth who goes out from the Father – he will testify about Me after I’m gone from you.” (John 15:26-27) And He said:

“The Holy Spirit will prove the world to be in the wrong about sin and righteousness and judgment: about sin, because people do not believe in Me; about righteousness, because I AM going to the Father…and about judgment, because the prince of this world (Satan) now stands condemned. I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth. He will not speak on His own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is to come. He will glorify Me because it is from Me that he will receive what he will make known to you. All that belongs to the Father is mine.” John 16:8-15

Teachers of religion are false teachers because Jesus did not come to give us many religions (churches of many denominations) as we see today, where each have their own separate belief about God and how we are to live and serve. But rather Jesus came to forgive and heal, and to have a fulfilling personal relationship with each of us who believe in His way of salvation.

When I finally came to the end of my own will of how to serve Him, I cried out to the Lord: “What would YOU have me to do Lord?!” He quickly replied audibly to me: “Carol, I love you. Just WALK WITH ME.” (October of 2001) He set me free from all the things in life that DO NOT matter. Now I live the simple life in Christ Jesus my Lord, my first-love whom I long to see face to face on that glorious day, whether in death or rapture. GLORY to the LAMB and KING ETERNAL!    

Jesus’ own Words in a letter to His ‘faithful’ followers: “I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet, you have kept My Word and have NOT denied My Name….Since you have kept My Command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test the inhabitants of the earth. I AM coming soon. HOLD ON to what you have, so that no one will take YOUR CROWN…”  Revelation 3:8, 10-11

This “open door” from the Lord is for ‘escape’ from our persecutors, and the “door” can be death as well. Here’s a true story of one 16 year-old girl in Asia during the 1970’s who understood this….

The Communist soldiers had discovered their ILLEGAL Bible study. As the pastor was reading from the Bible, men with guns suddenly broke into the home, terrorizing the believers who had gathered there to worship. The communists shouted insults and threatened to kill the Christians. The leading officer pointed his gun at the pastor’s head. “Hand me your Bible,” he demanded.

Reluctantly, the pastor handed over his Bible, his prized possession. With a sneer on his face, the guard threw the Word of God on the floor at his feet. He glared at the small congregation. “We will let you go,” he growled, “but first, you must spit on this book of lies! Anyone who refuses will be shot.” The believers had no choice to obey the officer’s order.

A soldier pointed his gun at one of the men. “You first.” The man slowly got up and knelt down by the Bible. Reluctantly, he spit on it, praying, “Father, please forgive me.” He stood up and walked to the door. The soldiers stood back and allowed him to leave.

“Okay, you!” the soldier said, nudging a woman forward. In tears, she could barely do what the soldier demanded. She spat only a little, but it was enough. She to was allowed to leave. Quickly, a young girl came forward on her own. Overcome with love for her Lord Jesus, she knelt down and picked up the Bible. She wiped off the spit with her dress. “What have they done to Your Word? Please forgive them,” she prayed. The Communist soldier put his pistol to her head and pulled the trigger.

Most of those facing persecution today could have escaped if they denied their faith in the Lord who is the Living Word of God. The question is not whether we are persecuted, but whether we are willing to lay down our life for our faith in Jesus Christ.

This story is from the book: JESUS FREAKS – The Voice of the Martyrs (True stories of those who died because of their true love for Jesus and His Word.)

How many people have a Bible? How much does that Bible mean to us? How often do we pick it up to read and know what God would have us to know? Have we read and reread and maybe memorized passages that spoke to us by God’s Holy Spirit so that the truth has become ‘hidden’ in our being – unable to be ‘taken’ from us? It wasn’t the ‘book’ but the ‘words’ in the book that give us what are faith is for, that we put our trust and dependency on. Jesus is called the living Word; they can take our Bibles and burn all the Bibles, but they can’t take from us the WORDS of GOD that we have hidden in our hearts.

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. HE was with God in the beginning. Through HIM all things were made; without HIM nothing waws made that has been made. In HIM was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has NOT overcome it….The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world. HE was in the world, and though the world was made through HIM, the world did not recognize HIM. He came to that which was HIS own (Israel/Jews), but HIS OWN did not receive HIM (as their Savior). Yet, to all who did receive HIM, to all who believed in HIS NAME, He gave the right to become the children of God – children born NOT of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husbands’ will, but BORN OF GOD. The Word became flesh and made HIS dwelling among us. We have seen HIS glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.” John 1:1-5, 9-14

Are you watching and aware of what is happening in America where God/Bible/Prayer/Witness once was the norm? How is it being attacked and to be outlawed? Persecution of the worst kind is on its way! Are you ready to stand faithful as a Christian? Or, will you (and I) compromise and do what we're told by God's enemies, and then lose our CROWN, as Jesus warns? The grace of God is POWERFUL, and so we would be wise NOT TO FORFEIT THAT GRACE that could be ours with which to HOLD ON to our faith - to the end. It's that grace from GOD that gives us all we need to stand firm to the end. In ourselves, we have no strength. It comes from the Lord who is our strength, our peace and our life.

“HE WILL ENABLE ME TO BEAR IT” (martyr’s belief of) Rose Allen Munt – England 1557

Rose Allen jumped from her bed and peeked out the window. There in front of her door stood a sheriff, two police officers, and a crowd of people carrying torches. They were talking with her father on the doorstep. She looked at the clock on the mantle. It was two in the morning.

Rose’s mother, Alice Munt, had also been awakened by the loud pounding on the door. “What is it, Rose?” she whispered.

“They’ve come to get us, Mother,” Rose whispered back. Rose could hear her father, William, letting the men in below. Then she heard footsteps coming up the stairs.

Friends had warned them of the danger of NOT ATTENDING THE OFFICIAL CHURCH (of England), but their sense of duty to the truth was stronger than their fears. They continued to worship in secret places with a few men and women of ‘like faith.’ Now the authorities had come to take them away.

Alice, who was not in good health, was so shaken up by the sudden alarm that she felt faint. She asked the sheriff if her daughter could get her some water before they all left for prison.

The sheriff allowed Rose to go to the well. She took a candle and a pitcher to the well and returned with the water. As she came back toward the house, the sheriff me there at the door and said, “persuade your father and mother to act more like good Christians and less like heretics. Then they’ll soon be set free.”

“Sir,” Rose replied, “they have a better instructor than I, for the HOLY SPIRIT teaches them – One who, I hope, will not allow them to err.”

“Well!” It’s time to lock up such heretics as you!” the sheriff replied. “I reckon you will burn with the rest, for company’s sake.”

“No, sir,” Rose replied, “not for company’s sake, but for my Christ’s sake, if I have to. And I trust in His mercies, that if He calls me to do it, He will enable me to beat it.”

One of the sheriff’s men shouted, “Prove her now, and you shall see what she will do by and by!”

With that, the sheriff took the candle from the girl, and holding her wrist in a firm grip, put the lit candle under her hand, burning it across the back for sl long that the skin peeled off, the tendons cracked, and the bones showed.

“CRY, WENCH! LET ME HEAR YOU CRY!” he yelled.

Rose refused to utter a sound.

When he finally pushed her away, Rose said, “Sir, have you done what you will do?”

“Yes, and if you don’t like, then mend it.”

“Mend it!” said Rose, “NO, the Lord mend YOU, and give you repentance, if it be His will. And now, if you think it good, begin at the feet, and burn to the head also. For He that sent you to this work shall pay you your wages one day, I promise you.”

Have said this, Rose carried the water into the hour to her mother.

The same morning, the sheriff and his men also arrested six others. After they had been in prison a few days, they were all brought to trial. Each one answered with firmness and reused to change their BELIEF in any way. They were sentenced to burned at the stake.

When they were brought out, the martyrs knelt, said their prayers, and were tied to the stakes. When the fire rose all around them, they clapped their hands for joy in the fire.

The people who looked on – thousands of them – cried out, ”LORD STRENGTHEN YOU! THE LORD COMFORT YOU! THE LORD POUR OUT HIS MERCIES UPON YOU!” and other words of comfort.

The martyrs gave themselves to the flames with such courage that all who saw them were amazed.

Jesus says, “Don’t be bluffed into silence or insincerity by the threats of RELIGIOUS bullies. True, they can kill you, but THEN what can they do? There’s nothing they can do to your soul, your core being. Save your fear for GOD, who holds your entire life – body and soul – in HIS HANDS.”  Luke 12:4,5

Religion: self-deception by the perversion or suppression of the truths in God’s Word. Our founders left England because of this: rules and regulation for worship, worshipping their false gods.

By God’s grace and leadership our founders were led here and by God’s principles of righteousness and justice, how to keep and support the peace and prosperity for a law-abiding society, established the Constitution/Bill of Rights of the United States of America, back when our nation’s governing body claimed to be one nation of states UNDER GOD watch and favor.

Now we have a part of our governing body (within this current administration) displaying a ‘false belief under the cloak of Christianity (Catholicism),’ proclaiming Bible verses as their support of policies and means that clearly go against our Constitution/Bill of Rights and INDEPENDENCE UNDER GOD.  We clearly see those being exposed in high seats of authority over us, that deem themselves (their one-party government) as whom we are to bow to and obey. They claim to be the voice of sound moral reason and their policies the new standard for the correct way of life, but they clearly deny Christ and the true voice God’s wisdom. Their unrighteous and unjust politics have evolved to now producing ways to shame and make laws to condemn ‘true biblical’ Christianity/Christians, those who stand up for what God calls the truth, exposing lies, and who hold to faith in the life that God says is ‘truly life.’

Any faith in the living Word of God that these government leaders in some time may have had – has clearly been compromised by self-greed and an appetite for power, which is why there is a call to “short-term serving.”

The more that true believers stand up for what is biblically right and true, the more we will experience what Jesus warned us about in the last days, the fulfillment of martyrdom and all governments (nations) standing against the LORD and His Word. Then the end will come just as HE promised, with Christ’s RETURN to conquer all evil and rebellion, and the glorious renewing of all things that our Creator God once called “good” with His creation. Hallelujah! All power and glory belong to the LORD JESUS CHRIST.

The Word of God (Holy Bible) says a lot to us as to what God’s WILL is for us ‘collectively’ as His disciples and even what His WILL is for all His enemies. The Word of God reveals God’s WILL for the coming of Christ’s Kingdom and the end of this ‘unbelieving’ world. But what about His Will for us ‘individually and personally’ with what we each face and fear?

The Lord tells His people: not to worry about tomorrow, that He controls it for us and we cannot. And, to be content whether we have very little or more than enough to live on, He will supply all our needs according to His riches. We are to stay in intimate fellowship with the Lord, daily in His Word and in prayer; to pray without ceasing; living before Him day and night. We are instructed to offer our bodies as ‘living’ sacrifices – our pure worship to the Lord who gave Himself up for us. We are instructed to actively love one another and to be ready to give an answer to anyone who asks for the hope we have in Christ Jesus. We are instructed as husbands and wives and children as well – how to live and work together. The Lord has also given His church its instruction to go into all the world with His Gospel, making disciples. There is a lot said in God’s Word on every aspect of life, both physical/practical and  spiritual.

But when any of us is surprised with something or presented with an opportunity, that is personal, how do we determine the WILL of God in how to see it or deal with it?  When I am faced with a fork in the road, how do I determine the WILL OF GOD? When an opportunity presents itself, how do I KNOW if it’s from God or Satan? When do I KNOW to prepare for what’s coming, like the wise ants that KNOW to store up in summer for winter famine? How do I KNOW how to pray for a dying loved one; what God’s Will is for that person, and not my own will?

Years ago, when I was wondering how God was going to do what He said He would do for us (personally), I asked Him: “Lord, we’ve been waiting so long, please tell me how You will do it?” And the Lord replied: “No, I WILL show you, not tell you.” When God doesn’t expect me (us) to do something in bringing His WILL about, this is the PERSEVERANCE of faith in who the LORD is: Faithful and True; faithful to finish what He starts in us and that which He says to us that HE WILL DO. What God has said He’ll do; He’ll do His own way and in His own timing.  I just simply need to walk with Him day to day, trusting in who HE IS, resting in His love for me. Waiting on God is not always easy to do, but it is beneficial in so many ways.

When I think I need to make a decision on something, or someone needs a quick decision from me, then what? What if I don’t know which way to go in a given moment? What if I’m stuck on who to trust or who to believe that will affect me, and others that I’m responsible for, or that will politically affect our country? What should I do or not do about planning ‘practically’ for the future? If I haven’t heard from God on how to pray for someone else going through a hardship (sickness, death, loss), then should I just pray the way I want?  How can I KNOW the WILL OF GOD when the Bible isn’t so clear on it? Why is it critical to WAIT ON GOD to REVEAL HIS WILL?

I tend to believe that if I’m looking to the LORD, my hope is in Him and nothing else, trusting Him for what I need – that I can trust that HE WILL direct my steps and decisions.

“’For I KNOW the plans I HAVE for you,” declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on Me and come and pray to me, and I WILL listen to you. You will seek Me and find me when you seek Me with all your heart. I WILL be found by you,’ declares the LORD.”  Jeremiah 29:11-14

“Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ‘This is the way; walk in it.’”  Isaiah 30:21

“Good and upright is the LORD; therefore He shows sinners the way.” Psalm 25:8

“In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He WILL make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:6

“’I WILL lead the blind by a way they did not know; I WILL guide them on unfamiliar paths. I will turn darkness into light before them and rough places into level ground. These things I WILL do for them, and I WILL not forsake them,’ says the LORD.”  Isaiah 42:16

This morning in fellowship with my Lord, I thanked Him for how He took upon Himself the whole world’s sins to the cross. All the mockery and torturous beatings Jesus received was a foretaste of all the rejection and hatred He would continually receive after He was dead and gone, or so they thought. As Christ’s body, the Church that He founded, continued His life and words on, and Satan through people, has not let up one bit from trying to do-in the Son of God, and from taking the Lord’s place on earth. That HEAVY load, to say the least, that Jesus carried was so heavy that he collapsed under it as they made Him carry it on His way to the hill. A man was assigned by the soldier to help him. This to me, was to remind us of what Jesus said, “Take my yoke upon you….and learn from Me for my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:30)

I’m continually being reminded to stay under the yoke with Him whenever I feel a heaviness upon me. Some things that I try to get done are not necessarily the things that HE WANTS ME TO DO WITH HIM, under HIS yoke. So I’m pretty much on my own there, carrying a heavy workload. I’ve learned from this that with life so short and my body growing weaker with age, that I’m better off discerning what is the Lord’s work, and what is not. 

We can have a worldly job to do that brings an income to live on, and this is necessary and right to do. But in that day to day job/career, if I don’t see and understand that the Lord has a greater purpose for me being there, then that job can become burdensome. If I’m in it for the fulfillment of money or status, or even for its great benefits, that will eventually wear on me with fear of losing that job and always trying to please people. 

I thank God that I never had to work out in the world after I married Mike. I got my child-hood heart’s desire to be a wife and mother. As I learned from the Lord and from a Proverbs 31 woman (Mike’s mother), many years later the Lord led me to teach on the Proverbs 31 Woman to other young wives and mothers. I thoroughly enjoyed those days! 

Then came the book that He called me to write years later (as a first time author by His motivation and inspiration) when our four kids were on their own getting married and having their own children, our grandchildren. The Lord even told me the name of the book: THE STANDARD – The Woman God Crowns – A Look into the Life of the Proverbs 31 Woman.

Now at the age of 70, I look back and ponder those days as a stay-home wife and mother, serving in the church in various ways. I NEVER EVER felt a heavy burden from any of that work I was called by the Lord to do. I looked forward to it each day, after I had my time alone in fellowship with the Lord each morning.

The only time I can remember crying out to the Lord with a heavy heart, was when I was trying to do ‘works’ in a new church Mike and I had been led by the Lord to attend; works that the good Pastor and his wife wanted us to do - using our gifts, and other works that I had done before and was trying to fit in to this new church. I got to the end of myself! THAT was when the Lord personally visited me one 2001 October morning at 3:30. I cried: “What DO YOU want me to do Lord?!” To my surprise, He replied AUDIBLY to me: “Carol, I love you.” Then He showed me a vision of His back as He was walking a narrow path, and with His right hand reaching back to take my hand, HIS AUDIBLY VOICE again, said: “Just walk with Me.” He knew what was happening to me by trying to please people, while thinking I was serving the Lord. He saved me again! I wrote a book about it all in detail, many years later, when I had understood more about His visitation. It’s called “Just Walk With Me.”

I see how the Lord has taught me to be wise, and to discern when the enemy is using someone (even a loved one unsuspecting) to get to the ‘old me’ and make life hard on me. I’ve learned that walking with the Lord keeps my work light and easy. And in those times when I get worried about a loved one that I’m caring for, I’m reminded that He’s with me all the way to the end. He will answer my prayer for them. What a Savior! What a Friend! What a Wonder He Is!

Reading 2 Thessalonians 1:6-10: “God is just: He will PAY BACK trouble to those who trouble you and give relief to you who are troubled. This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with His powerful angels. He will punish those who do not know God and do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. They will be punished with everlasting destruction and shut out from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His might on the THE DAY HE COMES to be glorified in his holy people and to be marveled at among all those who have believed. This includes you because you (if you have) believed the gospel of Jesus Christ.”   

I hear guys saying sarcastically, “It’s pay-back time!” We’ve all had that desire or thought of revenge at least once. But what God has planned for “pay back” is not a joke nor something to recover from!  

God’s hatred of people’s sin and rebellion to Him is just as great as His love for people. God is holy! God has prepared a hell AND a heaven. God can hate and love at the same time, and we are living in the time of God’s great grace:  “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”  John 3:16

Think about someone you have hated for what they did to you or to one you love, or for the “trouble” they caused you – do you love that person? It’s really hard unless you’ve been forgiven yourself by the Lord Jesus and His love and peace have been poured into your heart so that you now have the power to truly forgive. We have no power of our own to do so. We will be tested.  

BUT, is it possible that someone has NEVER heard of Jesus Christ, never had anyone tell them their own testimony of Jesus Christ, never stepped foot in a church, never read the Bible and never heard the gospel preached by any media – then why would he/she be punished for not knowing God, and therefore not obeying God?  (Thessalonians 1:8)  That’s not fair, right?

Does God hold us accountable for what we do NOT know, or for what we DO know? I know without a doubt He only holds us accountable to what we do know. One example: A baby (human life) in the womb that is aborted never had the chance to know God and obey God, nor a little child who is not able to understand a such a young age. Yet, God receives them in their death.  Jesus told His disciples: “Let the little children come to Me, and do not forbid (stop/prevent) them; for of such is the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 19:14

“For the grace of God has appeared to ALL people, bringing salvation to EVERYONE.” Titus 2:11

“What is known about God is plain to them. For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities – His eternal power and divine nature – have been clearly seen, being UNDERSTOOD from what has been made, so that people are WITHOUT EXCUSE.” Romans 1:19-21

The love of God has made sure that no one will be able to stand before Him on judgment day and question God as to why He didn’t tell them or show them the truth, the way and the life.   

“’I was found by those who did not seek Me; I revealed Myself to those who did not ask for Me,’ says the Lord.” Romans 10:20 and Isaiah 65:1

“’All day long I held out My hands to a disobedient and obstinate people,’ says the Lord.” Romans 10:21 and Isaiah 65:2

Everyone that has ever been born has had God’s Holy Spirit come to them in some way or another with the gospel of Jesus Christ, the TRUTH about the salvation Jesus offers anyone by faith.  Most have had the opportunity several times to repent of their sins and turn to the Lord. So, God’s Day of “pay back” to those who never desired to know Him, after all the opportunities He gave them, and who never wanted to obey Him, is well due them.

I’m sure there will be tears and pleading on judgement day, by both the unbelieving without Christ, and the believers with Christ grieving for their loved ones who never came to believe in the Savior of the world.

“For the Lamb on the throne will be their Shepherd. He will lead them to springs of life-giving water. And God will wipe every tear from their eyes.” Revelation 7:17